Its a journey

He's the reason I smile and also the reason I cry .

2010-11-24T09:44:00.000-08:00

This is about a special man in my life. He's my inspiration for writing this, i haven't wrote anything for ages. Well he's the thought that makes me smile and he's the rhythm that makes my heart beat. I wanted to share a piece of my heart on how beautiful the feeling is of "when love begins" and being able to share that love with that right person. I always knew that love would come find me someday, and then you came & you make me believe that love exist in this world. Our 'first-time-met' will always be our memories. This love getting stronger and stronger. From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your eyes squinting the same way mine does too. Coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through. I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do. I know i don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true because what i've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience i've shared with you. The story of the cinderella & her prince charming will always be in my heart, like a fairytales it's gonna be forever & ever. Believe in true love it's the key to happiness. For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together that precious moment in time when I'll say, "I Do". God made everything beautiful, precious and new just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You Forever".

Life's like that

2010-09-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

Location : Pekan, pahang

Mood : :(

Why : I miss my baby

Well since nazirul fariq is no where to found, i found this old boo

k bout scenes from malaysian life . Its from lydia teh, who wrote this book as a response to things that happen in her life, a way of coping and letting off steam ?

Title when the lights go out;

The lights go out and the fans stop spinning . Dusshh blackout ! Duhh well with no lights, no air-con, no fan, no television, no radio, and no computer in working condition, that ignoble day yawned into the night. The minutes inched by. It made us wonder how our forefathers passed the time without the convenience of electricity. What was there to do at night? Perhaps this is one reason why families of old are so LARGE

Early to bed,

Early to rise,

make a baby,

in the night

Oh my godd, they're back ! Hbs lah tak study mcm ni ;p

2010-09-06T10:11:00.000-07:00

Is there love ?

2010-09-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not having written forever ! Life has been pretty crazy, with assignments, uitm, etc . But im officially back and you can be expecting posts again on the regular!

Recently, some things have been happening .

And i've been thinking alot bout what LOVE is ? Was really curious about this, girls tend to choose “good looking” guys to be their boyfriends, but it’s so scary sometimes because there will always be other girls that are going after these “good looking” guys. And, if the guy doesn’t know how where is his limit, he’d end up hurting the girl.

Mhm well, what causes me to writing this when i read an article in cleo .

BUT YOU KNOW WE NEED TRUST !

Ohh well im in love (:

So long my friend, xx

2010-09-05T11:24:00.001-07:00

4th sepetember 2010,

so long nigga, no more fights, no more everything

Now no more indon and no more arrei HAHA

You left me with kamal, thts sad ;(

Well we'll miss you, take care

Dont forget your indon alrght

xoxo

The essense love & life

2010-05-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

Love, is not easy . It doesn't always endup with happiness. Someone should love you just the way u are, not for what they want u to be . Love is not to compromise, but love is everythg in this world . Whether you open ur eyes and close, you always dream of ur love ones .

Pain leads to weakness . Respect is not own by fear, but by love . Like shakespear said, Had it pleas'd heaven . To try me with affliction, had he rain'd . All kinds of sores, and shames on my b ore head . Sleep'd me inpoverty to the very lips, given to captivity me and my utmost hopes . I should have found in some part of my soul, just a drop of patience might be good .

Mann, all things are already been decide up there ! Even the love ones had died, after their beloved one have perishes . Suddenly i realised today, its been 4 years and im getting down and starting to hate myself . When I need you, I just close my eyes and there I can see you . Your love always live on forever ma, forever . I love you & I miss you more than anything in this world .

Love,

Your beloved daughter

The art of love

2010-05-18T02:44:00.000-07:00

Flightless Bird

2010-05-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

Secara tiba tiba rasa keinginan ingin menulis . Tp mcm tkda topic, hidup macam tu sahaja berterusan mcm air . Haha asal air ? Okay sepanjang kehidupan berada di uitm, banyak berubah . Kebelakangan hidup ni, jumpa roomate yang sangat gila gilaan dan teman teman lain . Part 2 sangat gembira, gembira, gembira . Tidak lupa juga saya jumpa raja yang sangat masam ♥

Apabila encik suhaimi berkata, huduh huduh . Kau nk drawing mcm syurga ke neraka ? Words of the year drauuwingg, got it ? Well everythings over, 9 may tibalah bapa saya di anggerik 2 dgn muka yang sangat gembira . Sepanjang 4 bulan hidup bersama rakan habis katam segala gossip girl from season 1 until season 3 . Aww chuck bass, shh . Sekarang saya kerja hanya menanam anggur dirumah, menunggu hari untuk bekerja lambat sungguh .

Xoxo, reihana

14th May 2010

2010-05-14T02:41:00.000-07:00

The last time i updated was idk a few months ago i guess, sorry bout that . I just finished my 2nd sem and I had a very sweet memories . Few weeks ago, i had amazzzing fashion show and it was great . Here some pics of ugly reihana LOL ,

LOVEEE THE SHOESS ♥

Just a few pics, enjoy

xoxo

Fact

2010-01-15T01:39:00.001-08:00

Single ? Is it a problem ? No and why . Well u knw when your in a relationship its like nothing in this world can simply discribe it . Well its been a long time since i felt that way, i don't miss that either . I just realised today tht its already 2010 so its like 1 year since those loving thinggy ended . My attitude its all turned out being ganas and mostly towards guys, this is some funny story in 2009. Theres a guy came from bota just sblh uitm je, he text me and called me some geli things and he end up kena maki tahap max dgn reihana nur. And the next day until today 15th jan 2010 he won't dare look at face at all,wht a pity man sorry . I dont make this thing as a funny story or something, it just being loyal its not enough. I face this in 2009 and damn what a stupid I am . You always had to tell yourself did he/her deserve you ? And do you deserve this ? . Think bout it & now i really want to meet a guy that can stand last forever (: *dalam mimpi*

What the fuck

2010-01-15T00:24:00.000-08:00

A broken relationship is a crushing thing. It’s a tearing of the very fibre that makes us human. We loose ourselves in the process, we become a shadow of who we were and in most cases; we morph into another person. It’s an interesting thing. And I believe we all have gone through a broken relationship at least once in our lives.
I’ve had my share and the worse kind, is when they leave without telling you anything. They just stop talking to you and leaves you with silence. That’s the most painful of all. The hurt of a broken heart is compounded by the sense of rejection. Once you were the darling of the person, now you are an after thought.
For a long time, I battled depression. I am no longer ashamed to talk about it because I have come to accept it as a natural part of my personality. No point hiding behind a sense of false positivity when inside, you are miserable and down.
There are mornings I don’t feel like getting out of bed. There are days I don’t feel like talking to anyone. There are moments, I want to curl up on the floor and cry. Yet there are times, I want to hit out at people around me and make them understand how I am feeling.
I don’t need words of encouragement or pearls of wisdom. All that is needed is a gentle hug and you saying, “I am here for you.”
Depression brought about by a broken relationship is bad enough. Misplaced words by friends add salt into a gaping wound.
I am going through a period at this moment. I’m coping and it’s really complicated. I don’t need “words of wisdom”, instead I just need people to care and understand the view from my side of the fence

2010

2010-01-02T16:19:00.000-08:00

Its been awile since i last updated my last blog . HAHA sorry bout tht, and today im off to uitm sri iskandar perak fr my registration day ;p Arious ppl

Satu ketika dahulu

2009-11-27T00:48:00.000-08:00

Future, memories always in our mind
KAMI, always remain as friends . Some in uitm some in uniten some in piloting some in msu some in uniKL some in lim kok wing and some disappeared like a wind .
Holiday was the best day in our life, planning a gathering and share stories either wht hppnd in past or latest . Damn is so glad to meet up again
Some will say that no one can replace you guys, we’ve face our obstacle and life without them is sucks and I have felt that bfr
Meeting new mates was great, there’s good and also bad . But what happened just wait and see until next semester, watch out :P
Some say I am a lesbian, it is TOTALLY funny . Some say I didn’t ate, because I look skinny like a papan . HAHAHA I ate ALOTT
Problems, Friends always there . Cry cry cry, some worth it and some not
Here some memories to share, friends

* Names: pooh, schin chan, jepun, ju’on, elmo, sponge bob, piglet, sizuka, lidi, nigga, mudpie, gemok, cina and some i can’t rmmbr .
* After schl, our port sebelah mak cik goreng pisang NO ONE can sit tere
* Sometimes the old gerai was our fav eating nasi goring daging merah and ABC where i don’t knw yg mana 1 dah
* At schl we laugh and laugh and laughhhh
* Datin, once she become my enemy but then she become our fav
* Mcd is our place when duit tak kering :P
* Teacher Murthi , chemistry teacher I never undrsnd you
* Library where the place kami akan buat bising, and then mak cik tkda kening dtg haha
* Jusco Bukit Raja midnight movie
* Padang 4 where the place for main bola
* Friends, Ex class 5B
* There’s sometimes lepak dkt tasik saja saja
* And scooter azim was our fav
* Then mai and azim’s birthday, padang infront libaray
* Then reihana, aisyah and afhdal’s birthday, aisyah’s home
* Then eiqa and nabil’s birthday, our fav port
* And came hari raya, love it !
* Ohh tasik near eiqa’s hse
* Hari raya, I and diddy jatuh frm azim’s scooter damn is pain
* Andd our prom night, I attend it wth my friends
* And lastly new year 2009’

Gelak seketika

2009-09-25T23:17:00.000-07:00

Kamal gave me this pic

And diam sebentar

*Kamal kelakar lh*

Haha later nk pic lagi budak punya

*wink*

Great senior's

2009-09-25T20:15:00.000-07:00

Alhamdullilah,*senyum kambing*

HAHA , gembira

2009-09-25T20:04:00.000-07:00

Haha, it was a very very fun day :')

Reality

2009-09-25T07:39:00.000-07:00

Satu fakta, dua penipuan yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang kenapa mengeluh?
dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi mulut orang perosak reputasi,
pembunuh motivasi mereka pakar fabrikasi,
modifikasi di depan senyum,
belakang dengki yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri siapa tahu?
peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama ketawa bersama, menangis bersama kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama ke akhirnya

Raya

2009-09-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir dan batin (:

Cerita ini

2009-08-31T00:50:00.000-07:00

Ohh hujan, bintang, matahari
aku ini duduk disini keseorangan

meratapi kerinduan disana

kenangan indah disana

alangkah indahnya bulan disana

*senyum*

ayah mummy aku mau peluk kamu

rindu rindu rindu

berkali aku bilang usah bilang kamu mencintaiku

aku sama skali tidak akan percaya

hidup ini mummy kata iman kata kena sentiasa ceria

oleh itu aku kn ceria selalu

lawak nangis sentiasa menjadi lumrah hidupku

perlukah aku menyebut satu satu apa yg ku rasakan

sedih

tidak tidak perlu gembira

Saya bersuara

2009-08-30T22:50:00.000-07:00

Ini reihana yg berkata. Ini aku mau bilang, cinta itu buta. Kadang-kadang apa yg anda tidak sangka kan akan terjadi. Kamu percaya pada seseorang, tapi dia mempermainkan hati kamu, apa yg kamu rasakan ? Perit sakit hinga menusuk hati seseorang yg bernama perempuan yg tidak bersalah . Kamu menipu, lari dari jejaka jejaka yg ingin mengenalimu . Tidak, kamu tidak boleh kamu percayakannya. Walaupun kamu ada rasa sedikit hati kamu ingin mengenali jejaka lain tapi hati itu menolak pergi. Tetapi satu hari ini, aku sedar . Adakah dia mempermainkan aku ? Aku mencintainya sepenuh hatiku tetapi mengapa apa yg aku lihat di persekitaranku lain . *senyap*
Aku tidak pasti ingin mempercayainya atau tidak, orang kata jika seseorang itu mencintai orang yg lagi satu pasti dia menujuk kepada kamu bukan menyakitkan hati kamu. Hati aku menjadi sakit pedih dan akhirnya sudah menjadi keras seperti batu. Betul betul apa yg rakan rakan ku bilang, terima kasih rakan rakan :’) Saya sangat menyayangi kamu rakan rakan . Jadi inilah cerita cinta yang sering berlaku, dan berlaku kepada aku terima hakikat dan pergi . Jangan mudah mempercayai seseorang walaupun kamu sgt menyayanginya .

Happy Birthday

2009-08-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

Gosh I miss Shah Alam :’) Saya mahu rakan saya HAHA i miss them. Ohh happy birthday Rul Iman Nur & Ahmad Afiq spender :D Merdeka sini mmg habis lawak . Imagine celebrate merdeka nasyid alhamdullilah bangga pak guard dan mak guard yg 24hrs menggeramkan aku tue . Okay sepanjang duduk sini bcos tk blk fr merdeka, I dgn roommate fena we did something yg diluar jangkaan SPA haha . Seriously rindu gl my friends okay, on 30th august 12 am spender call haha happy birthday afiq . Dah besar anak mak nie sorang ;’) Aww . And then afhdal, nabil, jwan semua ada . Mcm sengal -.- Ohh rindu nigga doe :)

17th august 2009

2009-08-17T22:57:00.000-07:00

BOOM aaa cinderella day wth her prince charming ! HAHA okay catwalk day perghh -.- mmg tk lah okay today pagi tidur bilik fena. Bgn pagi theyra kejut sddnly je WOI rei bangun haha, dengan gelabahnya bangun masuk toilet tk bwk toothbrush. Attention ini untuk anyone yg tidur bilik orang, but tk bwk berus :B, FIRST amik toothpaste THEENN letak dekat jari okay. SIMPLE & EASY . Okay then pegi class blabla, masuk class ada lagi hal. Miss tk tau lah WHYY mood tk baik kot i guess, sape tk siap essay dia suruh balik bilik, thank god siap buat dgn fena until PAGI BUTA then pegi print, murahnya 20 sen teehee :D Jalan ketuk bilik dee, tapi tidur pulak lah. Ohh continue the story just now, miss tanya should I halau budak yg tk buat essay, tp normal lh tk kan nak angkat kot. Then dia suruh pndg bwh pulak, okay yea lah kan, and miss suruh raise hand sape nk suruh balik, BUT tkda sorang punn haha gila baik. Tp kesian adam kena balik HAHA padan muka budak spora berkulat penkid ganas tue LOL, then pegi lunch like always dkt uptown . Makan makan perut fena dgn adam dh buncit, pegi lah dkt busstop . Yg funny nya, adampegi nyanyi and buat show lagu wondergirls mmg reihana & fena join lah. " I wanna nobody nobody but YOU' and with mimik tangan skali okay *wink* senyum kambing sikit :B After balik sedeq like fucking hot oh jalan mmg burn lagi lah kaki aku kan, ye lah 'reihana si kaki belang' kan dee soleh grr -.- haha dh lah smpai lmbt dkt fitting room. Okay dah siap semua make up bla bla, dh berdebar gl babs punyaa nie then its time, okay wth prince charming jalan then dia sarungkan shoes AND kiss his own hand okay, haha jangan gossipkan sudah . Yeah mmg handsome prince charming, tp tknk lah awak jambu haha, still setia alright hmm. Okay mlm then buat lawak wth roomate fena they're the best mmg lawak gl diorg and lepak wth dee.

Here without you

2009-08-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

100 days this make me older since the last time i saw your pretty face. Thousand last make me colder, and i don’t thing i couldn’t looked at this the same. But all the miles we seperate, dissapear now and we not breathing of your face. Im here without you baby, just alone with my lonely mind. I think bout u , and i dreamed about you all the time. U still with me in my dreams, but tonight its only you and me. The miles just keep rolling, as the people leave their way to say hello . I’ve learned this life is overperated but I hope that its gets better as we go. Everything i know, and anywhere i go, it gets hard but it won’t take away my love. You’re the one that i last falls, and when its said its getting hard to done but it won’t take away my love , reihana.

4th august , fearless

2009-08-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

Its a v v hot day, and i was at my room just finished my lunch. And i got back to my room and im v tired. God ctu seriously like whatt haha so boring, blaja okay dekan dekan. And then after a few hours, suddenly i heard noise screaming, crying and i was like half sleep and half awake. They talked bout this one guy that i never knew bout him. One of them said that his like want to killed me, and what i knew she already had a boyf. Then when i opened my eyes suddenly they got silence and they’re like changing the topics. And now i knew she’s cheating wth other guys. I get it and i pretend that i was sleeping. Then they continued and got fight and one of them help her and i heard that one of them said that ‘tak jadilah kau nak kenakan dia kan’. And they got silence again cos i got phone call. What i wanna say here is i realised something. I got hurt cos i felt something wrong here, its hard to find a true guy or woman that seriously in relationship with you. And i did not know how to describe this but i understnd why she did this, cos her boyf never really care bout her, and its like sikap sambil lewa its something like that. And she did the same thing to other guys, what goes around comes around. Now i didn’t know what to say, what i can say love is hard. You know sometimes u just wish you could just say i hate you to whom u love, so that he go away from and hate u forever. But u can’t u afraid to lose it and you’ll trapped in a box forever. Sometimes u hate looking at urself, but theres a voice inside my head telling me a big big NO. But i could just wait on the other side, that chances that im taking may be a new life. I had to be strong. But i collapse, what should i do. Looking in your eyes, i can’t say a word. I never go with the wind, just let it flow let it take me away. I was trying to fly but i couldn’t find wings, but u came along u change eveything. I watched from a distance as u made life your own. I opened my eyes and nothing happened. Xoxo, reihana

My 1st assignment

2009-07-30T10:11:00.000-07:00

This is what i called penaatt okay, haha but i quite satisfied
wth my work (: wish me dpt dekan .

A life of girl,

2009-07-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

Its a bout a girl, with small eyes long dark brown hair. As a little girl, i always dreamed to have a perfect lover, and oneday a husband . Its funny cos i justa little girl tht time. As any other kids, i wish i could have a castle and i would live happily ever after like farytales. You just wish to hve a beautiful dresses, all kinds of colours . Haha wht a dream . When i was little i meet some friends, i rmmbrd my 1st friend was this girl urgh was her name raihan .

love,

2009-07-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

I miss the old you . I'll wait for you everyday, every minutes & every seconds . I noe now there's alot of things goin on now and im sorry fr burden u alott . Just always rmmbr that i need you in my life . Take care love, reihana

18th july , when the wind blows

2009-07-18T20:09:00.000-07:00

Wtf ohh, urghh tention . Bila doe nk settle evrythg aahhh, HMM . I'll be back on wednesday and i really wanna meet aisyah please . And afiq balik lhh (: Shah Alam here i come againn yeahh

Wedding day,

2009-06-23T08:47:00.000-07:00

Thank you dylla diba aisyah mai afhdal anie nehru afiq beta amir zuhair iris & others
hopely smua dh disebut .

afiq & amir . sah sah lah melantak HAHA

diba mai aisyah, thanks babe . btw where's dylla haha hilang dh
ayah & mummy, love you

heart them.

ani azureen

Cummon arif daniel just once boleh tk tgk camera -.-
Haha love you aunty leen

rizqi ruqaya nur <3

the budak budak

I knw there's some ppl yg i tk ajak sorry, and please jgn terasa okayy
p/s : thanks love u gave me happiness

Dear diary,

2009-06-19T02:48:00.000-07:00

After plkn,
lootttss of thing change.

Sometimes i think its better just stay dkt plkn. I boleh lari frm evrythg yg ada dkt shah alam, my memories. Just god knws hw pain it is . But i've already decide and i can't change it bck . But why why u need to tell me evrythg aaa its hurts me haihh. Wht can i do, nothing. Butt on the other side i got my friends back. HAHA rindu gle dkt diorg . Lst 3 days jmpe aisyah, pah, dylaa & afiq. God rindunye. And smua like dh besar haha, the funny part is smua ckp bout study, lawak okay. I rmmbrd dulu budak lagi, i miss the moment where tido time datin haha, ponteng tusyen gl jht :p Ohh and lst 2 days i went to mid meet up balik rakan-rakan plkn, rinduu sgtt. Yg tk thn ddk sblh pak cik tua nie haha zuhair jht grr -.- Haha i the best part is shopping dgn isya, we had lottss of funn (:
Igt 24th pulak okay bfr msok U hee

Plkn tangkas kendiri, perak

2009-06-19T02:00:00.000-07:00

GOD im back haha . I can't believe it haha, well i miss them so muchhh . When i 1st arrived there i was tmpt ape doe nie haha, the 1st person i knw noraihan & aidaa . Raihan she's frm klang & aida frm shah alam, i've seen her before. Then, i meet this girl my 1st expression bout her she's cool haha BUT when i started asking her bout ths stupid panadol, she just ignore me. I was like what . Haha she's siti frm kl. Dia just ignore cos she thought i dari negara asing mana jht gila siti kudung haha until we got the same dorm && we become bestf until the end.I miss her, cik siti kudung :p

Act ppl around reihana,

Siti : She's my ohh bulan partner every night depan paya share our prob . She knws everythg bout me . Love youu <3
Beta : She's the best, every morning dia lah yg rei bangun haha. And every morning she'll sing lagu ABC haha bpk rindu kau doe beta. Beta 3 org haha marah fahmy, & she said when rei balik 6th june dia tkkn nangis BUT dia yg nangis dulu haha. I'll meet her again at uitm sri iskandar, perak (: We'll be roomate insyaallah haha
Iekin : This girl once dia high amik lah gelak bak gila haha. I rmmbr tht time khemah sama dgn iekin and ct yaallah mmg tk tido okay. Nyanyi smpai mlm buta haha. She's taken by amy haha. She gave me this song frm alyah . I'll always rmmr that (:
Zuhair : He's my best story partner, or my mangkuk :p HAHA dia i tkkn rindu haha jht. He's funny act but yeah we do hve some conversation bout smthg but anything he's the best.
Terk : Tumbuk tupai skrang haha, evrytime he saw me tht the 1st thing dia akan ckp sengal kan grr haha -.- He's taken by aliey aww
Lyana : I miss yana, dia kechik punya okay tkda org lain haha.
Aliey. Tang. Naddy. Yaya. Syuhada. Kechik. Eyka. Pai. Pacu, charlie.

Just god knw hw i miss them so much :'(

Dear diary, Last day, hugs & kisses

2009-03-18T09:56:00.000-07:00

Well haa dh time lah hee. Well my last day was like byk things happened and woahh haha. Well 18th march. I woke up at 8.30 and then i realised reihana today last and i cried :'( HAHAHA . Then im thinking like nak pegi sunway then smue like nak packing and then br sedar eyh i tk pack lagi haha. Soo pack barang and all then i got msg frm nabil ckp lepak khalifah . Okay pegi lahh ohh before tht haha beli topup byk2 haha funny. But serious nak tgk movie hmm haha but tk kesampaian lah reihana . Then cll amir dtg lah sini. After borak2 wth irfan, nabil and zamir sddnly amir cll. Dia ckp rei pegi dkt bus stop kejap ada surprised i was like huh apa lahh dia nie haha. Then ara dtg aww dh lama sgt tk jmpa die like rindu we hug and kiss and cm aaa HAHA. See miracles hppnd time last2 nie haha. Then ohh plan for dinner mlm blabla then settle . Balik rmh wth irfan and then sddnly hee ikhwan text me . He wanna see me tht time i felt like haihh last2 nie lah kan.
He came to s alam and then dia amik then haha dia teman pegi jiant funny okay. Beli some stuff and all ikhwan said 3 bulan you mkn biscuits je ehh haha. Wtv ikhwan haha. Then we talk & talk sddnly ada misunderstnding between us. We start to talk bout evrythg. Lalala haha *private . Hmm tht time ada rasa brslh sgt igt nak jmpe all my friends they wait fr me dkt orkid thai & mcD sec 3 but i wth ikhwan and grr tht time idk rasa brslh. I noe nabil & mimi marah sorryyy :| Sorry nabil :| And then we talk again i think keluar masuk kreta and gadoh smue kejap like brape byk kali ohh idk lahh. Then i don't knw whts happening to me and then i just sddly marah and terus keluar kreta. I tght dia dh balik after tht i cried tht time but aww dia tk balik .Then at this one point i ckp evrythg and yeah discussed again and he asked me wht do u want rite now. Haihh idk the only thing tht i said tk ada guna dh if i ckp dats all. Ohh then tht time i think i still love him and tht time br sedar hw hard nak hidup without him , and then things getting better & hee hee . Soo i think hmm im gonna miss him alott ohh. Again nabil sorry sangat and to others i just wanna say sorry again mybe still tk cukup ckp sorry

LOVE

2009-03-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

Haha okay hmm im nt sure bout this but i think i fall inlove and im nt sure bout it. I don't knw weither dh lupa ikhwan or wht ntah im a little bit confused rite now. He's a nice guy and haha nabil tau sape hahaha* Maybe bcos most of the time like evryday jmpe dia and diorg like ejek smue . Idk lahh hmm let just wait and see wht hppnd next god idk lahh. Lately ikhwan being like so nice to me he text me, bfr nie tk prnh cmmnt then cmmnt. Haihh idk seriously mcm i can believe tht i can fall in love dkt sumone but when dh rasa sikit then rasa lain mcm pulak . Hishh -.-
Haha dh laa just forget bout it wht i noe miracles won't hppn trust me . Im my dream je lahh if tgthr balik or wht mmg mimpi dh haha but im happy wth my life now. Just ada sakit here and there but alaaa wtv lahh haha .
Wee one more day je lahh hmm im thinking bout wht hppn to reihana eh nanti dkt sana ?
Is it true wht anie said 'rei best okay fr sure lupe smue org haha'.
Is it true well IDK okayy haha. Ppl like mostly ckp nnt jmpe boyf baru and blabla but ntah laa im nt interested ohh like ntah pape merepek haha

Im back

2009-03-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

Crazy i guess . Well haha now i had new mummy, new uncle & auntie and and csn haha. My new uncle weyhh haha cool gila bai haha tk thn ohh. And and my new grandpa & grandma hee hee :D
Today, tuesday sunny and im otw to shah alam . Can believe tht one more day jee gila lahh. HAHA ohh tmmrw anyone who nak jmpa dtg lahh sunway okay im gonna be there bye (:

A day to remember

2009-03-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

Haha it started like hmm but ending like aww u so sweet HAHA. 11th march 2009 is a day to rmmbr. I really really tk aspect like ending mcm tue hee. Hmm act plan like just lepak wth wana and wana she really nak settlekn my probs wth him u noe who. And at 1st rasa like pelik gila when 1st jmpa die seriously i really really tkot nak jmpe dia. And then borak wth wana and zamy and then they decide nak tgk movie then he said tknk tgk okay lah i pegi topshop lepak wth lyn my wifey when nak tunggu you. Then nazeem pun ada. And yea i cm tk lyn you i noe but mula2 je okay haha :P And then smthg hppnd haha but tht time i really felt like nak balik serious i think i menyesal dtg cos yea ur friend sddnly smue dtg i was like okay malu and yea i lyn ur friend lbh dr u and i dun realised yg u sakit hati and cm serious idk bout tht. Then igt u dh hilang mana ntah sddnly u tunggu i u asked me u why and i was like WHAT ? Haha sorry then ntah mcm mana i pegi dkt this tangga and i tght u just pegi but u pegi dkt i haha omg thts so sweet okay. Then we talk bout our probs like god the last time like 2 months ago. His like lama i tk nmpk ur face and u makin kurus i cm where got haha gangster -.- HAHA and yg lain hee tk leh ckp and idk now i dh kenal balik my ikhwan haha. Hmm yea haha and then last dia hntr balik cos u mmg i naik cab je msti mara haha but thanks fr everythg evnthgh at the beginning like bodoh gila perli sama sendiri and idk lately makin syg dkt you but yeah now im going to plkn and he's going to indon . Yeah there's part of my life its called happiness <3 style="font-weight: bold;"> and thanks wana ur mision dh complete haha funny lah

Dear diary ,

2009-03-09T10:15:00.001-07:00

Hey im nt crying anymore i do felt happy now i dun noe why mybe i had friends yg byk support. Anis text me die like soo worried cm thanks fr concerned okay (: She told me fight those tears and she said reihana yg i tau she's strong. Yeaa babe i noe i miss tht reihana i used to be a person yg never give up and i nak jadi tht girl balik. Wana and zamy they both like funny and cute lahh haha. Both like jmpe je lahh dh laa ayat sama haha. Okay rei jmpe die okay ? Grr. Okay i kindda excited tmmrw nak seksa syahmi yeahh haha . Ohh still try paksa nabil suroh pegi muhammad nabil hamidun pegi lahh . Bunuh kang haha if u dun wanna go i and my best neighbour gegar ur hse tmmrw tungguuu . Neighbour nie tido lah pulak haha, Ohh and afiq im nt bawang merah okayyy stop pggl bwg merag benci sob sob :/ Haha im only reihana okaay i noe i rmmbr tht incident where this one mak cik pggl eh bwg merah lahh yaallah tlg gilaa dh malu time tue haha. Its all bcos of afiq die punye sbb haha, alaa nabil pegi lahh esok evryone ada dkt sana tauuu. Ohh its quite late dh now but i still can't sleep lah

Dear diary,

2009-03-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

Ohh im tired lahh nangis. Yesterday i think i cry like until subuh kott idk tk sedar. Thanks nabil like always dia je ada when nangis gle babi. Yeaa he's my bestf since kecik lagi and i promise yg we'll do this together and and irfan jugak haha don't forget bout him. Haha nabil he asked me jerit sekuat hat until irfan dgr dkt rmh dia and fr sure dia blur lah. Haha well life sumtimes unfair nak buat mcm mana. Why nangis ? Hmm banyak reason just my brain seriously like nak pecah ystrday. He confessed yes dia tipu wow thanks xoxo ! Hmm this thing like okay i won't cry bout this cos hello i survive 2 months okay but idk why even u tipu why i still syg u haa ? Love dh tkda but syg urghh boleh buang tk . Nahh i dun wnt to talk bout him dahh i already gve up psl dia and i won't cry just bcos of you okay and yess lately i ignore u mmg okay dats the only way i boleh buat and u boleh happy wth hmm u noe who. Hmm dah lah then ada this 2 guys yea i've been gadoh wth my bestf dh lama now and yeaa its my fault and hey dahh im stupid, bodoh and bitch apa lagi nak ckp go on ckp je. And those 2 guys they asked me baik2 and all yea i already did tht okay, i already ignored evryone dh 3 weeks even afiq . Syahmi lagi kena maki tanpa sbb okay bit now dh baik. Sorry and dh mintak maaf okay and the only thing she said jgn kacau hidup dia dh and yess mmg tk kacau dh. God i miss them but nvrm lagi brapa hari je :/ Haha nangis lagi reihana
Hmm then my family hmm yes tunggang langgang just nabil tau kenapa hmm :/ Idk i wnt my mum lahh cn ?
Now i think i cry like 24 hrs kot haihh penat lahh wow mata lebam HAHA
Ohh today i went to putrajaya wth my step mum went to alamanda then tgk rmh . Its a beautiful place i like the house . Tht place mcm its a perfect place where i can hide all my probs .
Ohh tmmrw bbq wee haha syahmi did promise me nak masakkn ayam . Haha promise ttp promise jgn jadi K cm arra haha sddnly arra pulak keluar kan. Erm planning wed hangout wth wana wthout ikhwan please and bfr plkn wth farah (: I love them

Hehh,

2009-03-08T03:23:00.000-07:00

Reihana. Hmm she's 18 and live in shah alam where a place yg penuh probs evrywhere. Its true. When u just br happy then sddnly things turn upside down. I would say i hate this life but i just pretend to be happy and jadi btul2 happy. I kindda live alone now. If nangis still alone i wish i had my mum with me rite now like duhh its impossible. I lost my mum when i form 4 and until now idk hw cn i survive without her. Well then i hve a bestf but now she's no longer my bestf we kindda gadoh and never settle kan until now. But she help me alott. Love ? Its all about him kan. Let me tell you smthg bout him. He help me alot okay after my mum pass away i nvr had sumone yg boleh rasa love and all. I've been single like 2 years ohh god i can't believe tht haha hw long i pretend i was so happy but sbnrnye im alone. I rmmbr tht time im kindda person yg keep busy buat smue bnda. Active olahraga until negeri and masok arts wakil selangor then masuk lagi uitm punye. I just buat myself busy so tht i had no time for love. But he came into my life like little angels he show me what is love. Thts why evntgh i already break up wth him i still love him and its still the same feeling since 1st cpl idk but i was soo happy. I still rmmbr hw kenal dia 1st time haha u noe i pggl dia mamat gatal omg sorry ikhwan haha until now if die ungkit i was like sorryy (: Never tght i can u noe like bgn dari hidup yg soo bosan. Ohh my dad he's busy and i don't blame him i love him haha papa. Then bcos of him i meet some new friends like wana. Haha and ohh syahmi and i dh berbaik :D
I miss my old friends yea but nthg yg i boleh buat dah now. I already said sorry like so many times but nvrm its my fault im so stupid kan ? I miss them
Ohh where the hell is my jiran haha. Bosan doe nabil text me jum lepak but jiran tkda lahh pulak haha

HAHA

2009-03-06T23:27:00.000-08:00

Okay promote evryone dtg BBQ dis tuesday 3pm okay. Haha i noe afiq sgt sgt terharu cos 'baik' sgt en afiq haha. And yeahhh syahmi ur girlf afiq eyy tk ingat girlf dahh :D HAHA
Bosan laa today having so much fun borak dgn uncle cina renovate rmh haha. Damnn results like brapa hari lagi haha. Hving fun chatting wth wana, ayu, syahmi haha . Ape lah syahmi u're the one yg start cte bout kisah silam time2 schl dulu kan kan ? Haa haha. Funny lahh igt balik ponteng skolahh and sorry lupe tk same class haha. Afiq OMG stop lahh feeling i noe u sgt sgt sgt baik okay nw rasa nak tukar lahh :P Haha

Hello

2009-03-06T18:56:00.000-08:00

Haha lama gle tk update blog haha. Well life mcm tue je lahh haha. Lst week tgk olahraga and all and and melawat azim haha pity youu. Mummy azim like soo cute u noe why azim accident haha. Bodoh laa azim tue laa next time pakai all black okay (:
HAHA erm yesterday was soo so menyakitkan hati yaallah ikhwan u laa ckp lmbt sape suruh then nak mara i -.- Yeaa laa nak jmpe next time like ckp awal2 laa then i nak cmpak mana my sis like phm laa i grr . Like 3 or 4 times daa u nak jmpe but msti nye ada smthg hppnd then mesti cm urghh ntah laa ikhwan oii tk larat laa erm should i move on now ?
Im sick of all this thing lahh like okay a few days ago sddnly u text mara i. I was like haa sejak ble i benci u ohh . Like bfr this thing hppnd we like gelak2 and all and okay and HAHA idk funny haha then u did said smthg tht make me like tekejut i guess idk weither u salah text or wht sddnly u ckp i'll back to u oneday i was like hmm :/ Apa u ckp nie ikhwan i tk phm lahh. HAHA then yg u pegi bc cmmnt org asal. I tk phm u ada bc cmmnt farah i ckp i happy single move on and all and then u said i tk mara im happy fr u i was like ape u nie. Then bout all the things yeahh i tk mara mybe its my fault and i pnt lah nak argue lagi then . After ckp dlm phone and all and i was like ternangis then u said sorry its my fault my bad and all . I cm haa ikhwan cn u just terus honest wht do u want u like ntah laa serious tk thn dh laa
Haihh ble dis thing boleh habis :/ Penat laaaaaaa evrytime u text i mesti u dkt mana cm cn u just ckp awal2 eishh

Mati lahh

2009-02-28T05:40:00.000-08:00

Urghh cepat laaa nak pegi plkn NOW dh benci i hate you i hate you
God please nak pegi now ! Im done okay dh tknk nangis dh tolong laa dh okay dhhh . Please laa cpt sikit 19 days nie urghh please i beg youu pegi lah jauh2 dr my life pegi lah

Another day, another waste

2009-02-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

God can u just cptkan hari nak pegi plkn im sick of evrything rite now benci lahh okay benci lahh .
Im tired okay nak nangis all the time i just wanna be happy lagi 19 days je tk boleh ke ? Urghh -.-
Why life its soooo cmplicated mcm nie . I've been chatting w zul 1 hari and he was a nice guy but wht hppnd at him it just soo nt fair. Probs probs probs its evrywhere. I tght famly prob i lah yg plg byk dlm dunia but rupenya ada lain. Soo ntah laa kesian dia and dia remind me dkt nabil haha :P
He's a nice friend and had alott of probs and im happy fr him rite now tgh travel wth zameer and irfan neighbour yg jahat haha. Okay today mmg seriously kesian papa haha. Shopping, shopping and shopping haha. I noe rite now papa tk sbr rei pegi plkn so tht ur daughter nama reihana nie tk manja2 dah haha. Hmm i've been thinking bout plkn haihh kena basuh bj my god reihana u reti ke ? HAHA * Well bibik ckp oneday bfr pegi bibik ajar okay haha . Hmm haihh 19 days plan lepak wth friends yg dh lama sgt nak jmpe and all haha . Can't wait hee (:

20 days lagi,

2009-02-27T05:50:00.000-08:00

Haha farah yg kira okay nt me haha. I was like so afraid nak kira and all just pikir cm yeah at least zul same tmpt tk sama but satu negeri. Haihh -.- 20 days je if nak jmpe evyone and say goodbye oh mann i hate tht part. Tht nangis2 and all * err i hate it lah. Chatting w aina ckp bout atok and amer haha they both like so excited nak pegi hulu selangor cos diana. Haha well hopely korang dpt lah tackle die ehh or just dlm mimpi HAHA* Haihh im a little bit confused bout smthg rite now hmm nak ty but tkot lahh heh. Oh oh just now trsrmpk w nabil, irfan my neighbour and zamer. Like saving gle diorg pegi trip just 3 org je like weyhh haha well hve fun there :p I think nabil really really perlukan tht thing. Like always when to 7e meet amer then balik haha lg 20 days amer dh tkda dh. And tk fair rei pegi 9.30 and korang 2 smthg i noe laa rei pegi perak but alaa tk fair haha*

26th March

2009-02-26T22:48:00.000-08:00

I act dun noe wht happnd okay. Hmm i was at mamak lepak wth my friends & my neighbour haha die wajib ada . And then jmpe amer dkt 7e like always ckp bout PLKN and he was freakinly happy cos same dgn diana so wtv lah nama die haha. And then sddnly this girl text me and yeah i reply. She's asking bout tht guy and tau2 tbe2 tht guy text me. And idk its kindda weird lah i tk tau laa wht hppnd why evrythg jd mcm nie. Haihh hmm btw ikhwan i boleh jaga diri lah you haha but im glad zul ada skali dgn i haha :p Haha funny but i nak sarawak mcm meerul lah haha br best

I don't know,

2009-02-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

I walk across an empty line, I felt the earth and its my feet. There's a song tht inside of my soul, its the one tht i tried to forget. The truth i can't :/ but thts how the story goes.
I lied its hard i can't live without you. Memories, i've been lonely fr so long, trappin the pass tht i can't seems to move on. U came, u change my whole life, superhuman.
Loosing you its like living in the world with no air. But somehow i still can breath even its hard. Slowly slowly & slowly. I've been travelling in this world too long, I need to find
my way back home. Too late to apologize reihana its too late its all memories. Its irreplacable. Its far too many precious in reality. Didn't know the pain and stress and i got to be
myself bcos there's nobody else fr me to know. Sometimes it take a kind of dreams to make just smile (: Now im on my own. She's gotta do wht she's gotta do. So many stories
of where i've been. I've been away fr a while. Memories, i've been hiding in a secret place. I had a lot to say, i miss you memories and things won't be same cos evrythg inside
just change and im the one you should blame. Memories, ure the one who help me up & never let me fall. Im nt that girl anymore. Its unbelievable to see hw love can set me free.
My weakness is only you love u change my whole life. Goodbye my almost lover, we do walk along the crowded street and u take my hand and dance wht me. I won't forget tht images.
I still wiling frm my lost and its a bit hillirious. Need you I am hilling but its taking so long, the stories gone and u're wonderful and its hard fr me to move on yet. Thanks fr the song i'll miss it.
Future im chasing new lights . Im learning (: When you try ur best to succeed and failed tht sucks seriously. Little angle, u've been into my life . Trying to find a word to write a song haha the last time i wrote was a few months ago about annivesary haha memories, Memories u help me . I'll never forgive myself never cos im stupid i did alott of mistakes. Just like a song
in my heart, trying to find the old me. Should I give up ? Hmm i dun noe. I think i had to believe in myself this is the only way. This is real, im exactly where i supposed to be now.
There's nothing left fr me here im going. 2008 u're the best thing tht hppnd to me (: Little angle help me say goodbye its hard im nt ready :/

Crapp

2009-02-25T05:20:00.000-08:00

** NEW HAIR gah gah (: Hitam nmpk kemas wee

Duhh tired laa ohh. Hmm i think im going lah evntgh my dad like erm if papa say NO hw wht? Then if tk hw lagi hopely tk dkt hutan i hate snakes aaa fook laa haha* I think if jmpe snake then either pengsan or jerit like HAHA (:
Hmm aaa i miss him eh reihana lupe dia lahh grr :/ But but erm i really wanna see u lah but i noe im nt ready and so do u kan kan. Well the last time i text him was 1 1/2 day ago haha and its fun lah :p Hmm im waiting fr a new guy lahh but honestly i can't but i had to laa. Oneday like my step mum said u'll find the perfect guy evntgh i tght he was the perfect guy but dahh laa dh lepas kan anythg im happy fr him laa iban (:
Hee new pic goshh now i miss my brown hair :( Haha hbs laa rosak rmbt . Today i plan wth sya buat blonde haha gle ape ohh :p
Well JUM sya haha. Hmm yea now just kira hari when nak pegi je ohh
I plan after i take results i pg plkn and then i think im going to overseas or nt pun study 1 year at msia ahh i wanna go far away frm evryone dh byk sgt org sakit hati dkt sini
Ohh and S i noe u already hate me now kan ? Admit je lah youu nvrm its okay i understnd dun worry rei pg jauh dr sini okay :///
Hmm im thinking if pegi ada tk any bdk s alam or tk pun our neighbour je ke sbg klang im afraid tht i cm tk able nak sesuaikan diri haihh

OMG plkn

2009-02-24T08:09:00.000-08:00

Tahniah!
NOKP : 911024115564
NAMA : REIHANA NUR BINTI RAHIDZAB
KUMPULAN ASAL: 2
KUMPULAN BARU: 2
PICKUP POINT : TEMPAT LETAK KERETA W1-W4, STADIUM SHAH ALAM, SHAH ALAM
NEGERI PKP : SELANGOR
NAMA KEM : KEM PLKN TANGKAS KENDIRI, KUALA KANGSAR
ALAMAT KEM1 : LOT 62164 KAMPUNG NGOR
ALAMAT KEM2 : MUKIM CHEGAR GALAH
ALAMAT KEM3 :
POSKOD KEM : 33500
BANDAR KEM : KUALA KANGSAR
NEGERI KEM : PERAK
TARIKH LAPOR : 19/03/2009
MASA LAPOR : 9.30 PAGI

HAHAHA* Omg reihana celah mana pulak tmpt nie haha haihh but asal rasa like semangat gle nak pegi :/ Well hmm im gonna miss all the memories here. Omg like at last i tau jugak kann well nak ckp sedih yeaa but i think if pegi sng nak lupekan evrythg. I noe 2008 is the best year of my life i hve good friends and boyf jugak after 2 years well nak ingat balik like heh nangis kott. Haihh reihana be strong smile (: Serious im gonna miss all the memories :'( All of you always be in my heart and i noe i made alottt of mistake and i noe its hard nak forgive kan soo im so sorry goodbye hmmm

New hair

2009-02-24T04:30:00.000-08:00

Weee haha nw my hair dh hitam balik OMG rindu gle hitam ohh haha
Well next time tknk experiment colour rmbt dah haha igt balik 1st colour yaallah hodoh gle seh cm iban kott haha :p

Yesterday ,

2009-02-24T04:03:00.000-08:00

Hmm wht i noe now syahmi dh totally hate me but i want it to be like tht. If not ada org lain sakit okay. I noe rei rude gle reply ur msg then i noe u totally shocked rite. Well sorry syahmi i just had to do it i dun want anyone of u risau. If i did stupid things then im so sorry i dun noe whts gonna hppn in the future rite. Hmm well yesterday i had a great time wth bdak2 LK haha hamidun siot gle. Haha OMG tgk muke nabil like haha like org ddk dlm cave ohh. Well ktorg kena halau kot dgn mak cik guard tue haha Loh punyee pasal geram je. Hmm ystrday like fun kumpul balik smue ada aizie,farah like always can't stop talking haha, my dear anis, abg jambang nabil & muka tk suci zack haha. Hamidun ckp okayy (:
Well gila lahh nwdays LK student dh ramai ohh and btw azim sakit. Hmm sedih tgg dia kot tue laa azim next time bwk scooter tgk lane haha. Eh sakit htai btul dgn nigga ohh like lama gle tunggu dia haha. Then jmpe my neighbour sape lg if tk irfan haha tkda sape dh.
Then malam text wth ikhwan eee geramnye copycat haha :p tiru i ohh i ckp dulu nak apply pilot sibuk okay fine laa u menang err haha. Hmm waiting fr msg wana tp tk smpai2 haha ape lah wana nie. Well thts wht hppn yesterday ohh lupe borak2 wth farah haha i had fun talking wth her hee :p

Sorry

2009-02-22T03:09:00.000-08:00

Sorry evryone just sorry. Hmm i noe some of you just nak tlg and just nak tlg rei but I can't. I dh sakitkan evryone friends and also the guy tht I love. Im so sorry tk reply msg korang, tk angkat phone and tk reply smue and tk borak dgn korang dh smue. I just want to be alone now i noe nw lagi sakitkan korang but rite now byk sgt bnde u noe I just hate myself so much and I really need my mum but mimpi je lah reihana ur so stupid ! I just want to be alone wth rizqi okay and nanti amik result tue last jmpe smue okay i think im going to overseas if ada rezeki insyaallah I just discuss wth papa today. Againn sorry and thanks cos kesah ayu, syahmi & nabil. Sorry

Liyana & Ikhwan

2009-02-21T00:47:00.000-08:00

Liyana thanks fr evrything yg u tulis dkt ur blog but u noe wht i dun deserve him serious i ckp dear. I realised tht bcos of me korang tk leh together and i tk sdr ikhwan kisah silam i you. U so in love wht him now and pleasee betulkan keadaan. And dear i pegi okay i nak both of you together balik and i tau i punca evrythg okay hidup i dh tk btul now. I dah sakitkan hati die today and youu please pegi balik dkt die. Like u said kte tk knl kan but u such a nice person ikhwan ckp u baik okay. But why u buat mcm nie just tknk sakitkan i ? Youu tkpe lahh i okay je i dh survive dh nak 2 months and i tk ptt cntct die lagi tht time. Im so sorry i rosakkn relationship you. To ikhwan you i noe i've burden u alot i tau okay and u sabar je. Nvrm just benci i mmg ptt pun okay. I seriously i never tght u can fall in love so fast while i still cnnt move on lagi. Ahh i try lupekan u now okay. I dah sakitkan evryone and i tau no one maafkan i okay. I nak hidup sorang now i tknk sakitkan orang dh. Urghh evryone just sorry okay liyana again sorry i rosakkn relationship you i bodoh i tau okay. Just bia i alone now & ikhwan i jahat okay

Friends please baca nie

2009-02-21T00:35:00.001-08:00

Okay hw I nak start dis thing hmm I just wanna say im sooo sorry im the reason why all this thing happened. Im the reason why we all gadoh smue its all my fault okay dun blame aisyah and fiqa and sarah too. Im sorry I terpaksa ignored anyone yg terasa now. I noe im stupid okay thts who I am. Like ikhwan siad blaja tinggi2 tp tk phm bahasa and yeah thts me. U noe if nt bcos of me no one yg akan gadoh and all. Again sorry I noe korang tkkn maafkan rei kan dun worry the last time korang akan jmpe rei just time amik result. Fr now I just wanna be alone I nak evryone means GB baik semula okay I’ll go. I noe I burden u a lot aisyah & fiqa but thts me I bodoh I jelous tk tentu pasal. Pleaseee now I beg you baik dgn orang lain okay I noe you. U’re a nice person and deep inside my heart I’ll always rmmbr our memories together I won’t forget it. I dun mind if u wanna talk bad things bout me cos I deserve it. Yeah im a bitch okay evryone I bodoh okay. Now I admit okay its all my fault bcos of reihana GB dah tkda and I beg you pleasee korang gabung balik okay crk new member and all. I rosakkn smue bnda okay im the reason why org gadoh and relationship sumone tk jadi bodoh punye reihana ! Now I just nak hidup sorang so tht tkda sape sakit hati. But if anyone of you baca dis pleasee gabungkan GB balik and nabil jugak okayy pleasee :’(

And again im so sorry i noe nthg yg rei boleh buat nw just nak mintak tlg gabung balik okay korang kawan dh lama k . Again SORRY and lupa sorry anas i dh mencarut everythg i noe u hate me dr dulu lagi but nvrm i paham k

IPTA

2009-02-20T05:20:00.000-08:00

Haiyaa idk lahh soo confused nak pilih apa okayy. Hmm i kinda like letak seni bina & then engineering but then if jadi pilot pun cool wht haha. Stupid lah reihana nie hmm :/

I nak change but idk UITM then UM then apa lagi ? Haha nak choose apa ohh

Ahh thank god

2009-02-19T22:04:00.000-08:00

Alhamdullilah now ameerikhwan dh okay . Pity him kena virus and all . Im so worried evryday im thinking bout him and im so stress. Then haha nak kena laa dis guy dah sehat then nak buat lawak i was like hishh dia nie haha mmg lahh . Mmg ptt kena quarentine u nie haha :p

A new life a new day ,

2009-02-16T04:30:00.000-08:00

Well bye bibik i'll miss u a lot kak thaliah :(
Today my 1st day jaga rizqi like damn so tired ohh. Tht kid just can't stop running all the time HAHA . Its a new thing fr me but i made it yeahh haha . Its funny but yeah reihana u berjaya jaga tht kid haha. And ameerikhwan thanks alot fr making me feel better (: U i'll change the way u want it okay i promise u i will.
I nvr tght tht u gave me chance to change and idk why u really like the old me. I think u really like i jadi baik gle eh and nerd haha . Well thanks a lot you time i perlukan u and u ada . Hmm wht i wanna do wth my life now ehh

I just can't wait my dad get married wth aunty azni ! (: Papa we'll gonna support you no matter what okay and i love youu . Well seriously i really miss my late mum . I just sumtimes imagine hw she would be happy looking at rizqi makin tinggi and omg tembam gle haha . Well friends sorry dis month i think im gonna be sooo busyy i'll hope u guys understnd but still boleh lepak wht haha. Nw i just wait mana bibik br ble nak smpai haha boleh pengsan laa jaga rizqi haha :p

Haha so not in plan ,

2009-02-13T21:11:00.000-08:00

From left me, azraa, niesa, ayu nabil aww :p, amer, syahmi. Btw where's afiq & petak hahaa (:

Well all this thing seriously like tk plan lansung . Im so happy okay seriously thnks korang i really had a bad day stop keja & kwn backstb and all im just so tired . If tkde korang lepak evryday idk lahh .
Haha ada lahh dis two scandal HAHA* kena tggl dgn rei and azraa haha aww so cute lahh ;
Well im nt working anymore and im sooooo damn happy menganggur haha. Funny but yeah felt so great (:
Haihh bukit sec 12 where the place tht made me happy always & friends. Yeahh im so done wth guys now im tired or evrythg and duhh wtv lahh i just hate cry and cry and cry again heishh
Haha nabil igt tk korang teman rei hntr surat benti like damn like cool gle nak surat benti haha best gle. And anas pg mati lahh okay u the worse guy ever u noe tht :B Youu asshole haha

I miss lah nie -.- & i love u guys weeee <3

FUCK ,

2009-02-08T18:41:00.000-08:00

Babi asshole urghh. Seriously mmg fuck okay aaa ! -.-
Bodoh haa tk thn okay . Weyh anas apa mslh kau arh nak menggatal pegi laa . Eee laki plg bodoh prnh aku jmpe
Apa masalah ? Tbe2 nak maki hamun org mcm babi ko sape ? KO sape nak ckp aku bodoh, babi, pemals, dpt gaji buta ko sape haa? Hey ko punca nw asyh ngan fiqa dh lain . Amik lah amik diorg bkn kwn aku dah . If bestf tkde nye nak join ko gelak mlm tadi kan lpas ko ske2 maki aku

weyh suke hati lah aku nak sapu mcm mana pun apa mslh ? eyy aku keja bkn nak menggatal cm ko ngan 2 pmpuan tue . seriously aku tkkn ckp ngan diorg dua dah mmg sumpah aku tkkn ckp da
today rei hntr surat benti nak tknk rei benti gak pegi mati lahh ! weyh sape malas skrg sblum aku sapu korang boleh dating kan dkt meja 2 tue pmpuan tue punye keja pun belum hbs .
eyy dah pegi mati lah

Thanks wana

2009-02-06T03:42:00.000-08:00

Dear wana (: ,
Seriously thanks wana if nt rite now i still mara ikhwan if nt bcos of you i msti like still tgh mara.
Share things with you like ahh lega okay dear yea both of us had a same prob rite . Well just tunggu wht hppn next okay and i'll always be there if u need me dear okay (:

haha ; 4th Feb 09

2009-02-05T00:24:00.000-08:00

Seriously pttnye dis time mybe i tgh nangis or wht thinking like haihh if tk dh 10 mnths.
Hmm tk leh nak buat ape dah i just try nak lupe but its hard. Idk i just bg die time now nthg else yg i boleh buat but i sayang die sgt sgt okay. Hmmm :(

Okaayyy im nt in shah alam nw dlm pukul 9.30 cm tue i pegi. HAHA the best thing is my friend smue smpt lagi jumpe i and all.
& akhirnyaaa jmpe jugak nabil !
Suka2 hati je menghilang haha. Evrything like hppnd on tht day okay. Haha funny nye tgh keja like smpt lagi merayap with abg juan and ayie HAHA HAHA (: Bodoh gle ohh sempat je . Then my shift dh habis then makan err like biasa lah mkn ayam muak gl dh ohh. Tht time like mana lahh pegi afiq ngan nabil nie time i need them nak hbskan mknn lambat pulak lah diorg smpai gaga :B

WHILE i waiting fr them suddenly ada die one guy nama die tk ingat lahh bdk 9 but i noe kawan pah. Haha thanks laa teman sejam tunngu diorg nie smpai haha. Were talking bout our gaji haha . Like best gle gaji die and he's working at Kedai polo dkt pyrmd haha byk kot die dpt RM 1000 ++ Grr tension je haha. Nice to knw him kwn yg bgos utk berborak haha

THEN FINALLY smpai pun makhluk2 tue haha. The best thing is evryone ada. Aisyah,afiq,tengku,nabil,pah,fiqa haihh rindu korang lahh br one day :( And then pegi beli battery dgn nabil then like always cte laa pasal shasha haha :P
& then haha nie bodoh gle akil laa ntah pape I noe u keja 1901 okay haha but u dun need to be blue sgt lahhh weyh haha bodoh nabil afiq layan aku pmpuan laa eyyy haha :P

Nie mmg suddenly je nabil lah start sasau sgt haha, Izzy mara nabil okay haha die merepek anda afiq punyee sentiasa kami anak ayam die HAHA. Bengong ohhh haha nabil & tengku nak adik mummy haha :P

HAHA ;

2009-02-03T10:15:00.000-08:00

Okay nie funny haha lepak lepak . Haha (:
Start die mmg sumpah lawak gle okay like biasa bfr keja lepak with tenku and afiq HAHA mesti dua orang nie je okay haha. At 1st seriously smue dah bosan like weyh nak pegi mana nie haha. Then smpai laa dkt skolahh . Okay rinduuu gle okay dkt skola HAHA lagi2 DATIN :P Yg tk thn refresh balik time skola dulu haha.
Afiq : Wehh dulu aku tido je ouhh dalam kelas
Rei : Haha aku pun doe aku raja tido pulak lagi2 time maths haha
Tengku : HAHA aku buat2 rajin blaja weyh tgk laa aku ddk sblh sape haha
THEN suddenly nampak zack omg haha . Okay nie mmg sumpah LAWAK gleee :D
smue nak nyorok frm zack bwk kreat prlhn gle doe haha. & then yg tk thn zack tk prasan ouhhh haha !
& then when zack pusing blakang haha TENGKU & AFIQ try nyorok haha . tengku dah sandar afiq sumpah buat lawak nyorok muka je HAHA yea laa kan afiq anda sangat kurus HAHA
(:
SUMPAH lawak gle ouhhh hahaha . Then jmpe nehru & ikhwan training olahraga haihh seriously idk whts goin to hppnd hmm -.-
Then start laa HORNY die after beli 1901 haha . AAHH mayonis enn ummm yummmyy :B Erm yeaahhh hahahaha

2nd Feb 2009

2009-02-03T10:09:00.000-08:00

Mann ! Fuck okaayyy seriously i never cried like tht bfr grr -.-
Urghhh i just idk sakit hati okaay BODOH ! Thanks afiq & tengku seriously thanks if tk dah semput malam tue okay haihhh

love life -.-

2009-01-31T07:41:00.000-08:00

love hmm fr now it makes me feel sick & idk i just tired okay . I did some stupid stuff until sakitkan diri sendiri and all -.-
haihh honestly i still love him but idk bout him. i can't stop thinking bout dis wed cos if nt dh 10 mnths & tk lama valentine
p/s but thnks korang always tolong rei & all haha

well idk now i just think tht i kena pg frm hidup die smthing like tht. mybe die dah lupa bout me rite cos idk i think i dah tk imprtnt dkt die yeah sedih k . Mybe now i kena move on rite this thing tkkn hbs if evryday pkir jeee memnjg but org yg kite hope tk buat pape . mybe die happy if i dah tkde dlm hidup die rite urghh tension seriously tension sgt tauu . why why i love him so much why ?

i just cnt stop thinking bout him and all our memories together haihh it hurts okay. well fr nw i just wanna make him happy mybe if i pegi then he will be more happy rite ? hmm

Best friends

2009-01-31T06:19:00.000-08:00

Well seriously i would say i had a greatest friend ever (:
Whenever i need them they always by my side. HAHA honestly without them idk whts goin to hppnd to me. When im crying or sakit and all diorg terus cari aaa ♥

Here some story bout them :D

GB hill , prom nite o8 omg miss this

afiq & kamal haha sure melekat evrday okay . haha evryday mesti lepak dgn diorg okay haha &&& both of youuu punca rei asma OKAY haha .

hmm tengku sarah my new boyf haha. when hang out dgn die sure gelak cm gila okay and she won't stop singing & kunsaa HAHA. afiq sabar je ouhh haha. Her fav song hot & cold Ahah (:

Well aisyah & fiqa my bestf ever together frm schl until lah keja HAHA. Si kecik and si gemok haha :D p/s : afiq yang ckp haha
Aisyah budak kecik nie dh membesar haha. & Fiqa Mr S punyee forever hee . Sumtimes we did talk bout stupid stuff haha afiq knows bout it heee tk malu punye afiq

Syahmi OR mimi diorg gay haha. taksub with afiq selama-lamanya . Afiq watchout later izzy mara haha . U noe all of them aaa like damn like syg gle korang okay. Syahmi evrone nak jd hot like afiq en haha NOW im a nerd haha
Then here comes one more gay Nabil haha. Well lately dah lama tk lepak ntah hilang kemana die with irfan & zameer. HAHA ifran won't stop saying bout tht awek DAUD haha.

I totally forgot about NIGGA ! Haha i miss him lahh . If jmpe fr sure perang smpai mati kan arra ? Haha smpai tua aku tkkn blanja ko doee :D Haha too bad . So next time dun cll me indon or bawang merah or wht padan muka haha

Omg seriously i miss this girl okay . Mai where are you i miss ur jokes and all hee. Cpt lah balik frm indon rinduuu lahh hee
Then then i miss diddy, shad, & afhdal okay. Im so sorry lately i kindda busy and afhdal we didn't mean to hurt you -.-

Okay lupa pah haha. Pah evryday i think die ajak lepak haha sorry sumtimes tk leh pah . Sayang gle die tauu (:
& last tinggal azim, petak & you zack haha. Normally everyone msti lupa zack haha hee sorry .

Yeahh tmmrw kena teman azim mintak keja haha. Wht do i look like pencari keja huh ? HAHA but cool dkt big apple haha but but kena sabar laa dgn rei haha nabil dh rasa hw haha he told me tht rei cm mama die haha bising je dushhh sepak kang HAHA

Mai & Petak working together at kenny rogers. I was like sooo jelous okay cos yea laa nak jugak haha.