He's the reason I smile and also the reason I cry .

This is about a special man in my life. He's my inspiration for writing this, i haven't wrote anything for ages. Well he's the thought that makes me smile and he's the rhythm that makes my heart beat. I wanted to share a piece of my heart on how beautiful the feeling is of "when love begins" and being able to share that love with that right person. I always knew that love would come find me someday, and then you came & you make me believe that love exist in this world. Our 'first-time-met' will always be our memories. This love getting stronger and stronger. From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do especially hearing you laugh and seeing your eyes squinting the same way mine does too. Coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through. I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do. I know i don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true because what i've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience i've shared with you. The story of the cinderella & her prince charming will always be in my heart, like a fairytales it's gonna be forever & ever. Believe in true love it's the key to happiness. For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together that precious moment in time when I'll say, "I Do". God made everything beautiful, precious and new just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You Forever".

Life's like that

Location : Pekan, pahang

Mood : :(

Why : I miss my baby

Well since nazirul fariq is no where to found, i found this old boo

k bout scenes from malaysian life . Its from lydia teh, who wrote this book as a response to things that happen in her life, a way of coping and letting off steam ?

Title when the lights go out;

The lights go out and the fans stop spinning . Dusshh blackout ! Duhh well with no lights, no air-con, no fan, no television, no radio, and no computer in working condition, that ignoble day yawned into the night. The minutes inched by. It made us wonder how our forefathers passed the time without the convenience of electricity. What was there to do at night? Perhaps this is one reason why families of old are so LARGE

Early to bed,

Early to rise,

make a baby,

in the night

Oh my godd, they're back ! Hbs lah tak study mcm ni ;p

Is there love ?

Sorry for not having written forever ! Life has been pretty crazy, with assignments, uitm, etc . But im officially back and you can be expecting posts again on the regular!

Recently, some things have been happening .

And i've been thinking alot bout what LOVE is ? Was really curious about this, girls tend to choose “good looking” guys to be their boyfriends, but it’s so scary sometimes because there will always be other girls that are going after these “good looking” guys. And, if the guy doesn’t know how where is his limit, he’d end up hurting the girl.

Mhm well, what causes me to writing this when i read an article in cleo .

BUT YOU KNOW WE NEED TRUST !

Ohh well im in love (:

So long my friend, xx

4th sepetember 2010,

so long nigga, no more fights, no more everything

Now no more indon and no more arrei HAHA

You left me with kamal, thts sad ;(

Well we'll miss you, take care

Dont forget your indon alrght

xoxo

The essense love & life

Love, is not easy . It doesn't always endup with happiness. Someone should love you just the way u are, not for what they want u to be . Love is not to compromise, but love is everythg in this world . Whether you open ur eyes and close, you always dream of ur love ones .

Pain leads to weakness . Respect is not own by fear, but by love . Like shakespear said, Had it pleas'd heaven . To try me with affliction, had he rain'd . All kinds of sores, and shames on my b ore head . Sleep'd me inpoverty to the very lips, given to captivity me and my utmost hopes . I should have found in some part of my soul, just a drop of patience might be good .

Mann, all things are already been decide up there ! Even the love ones had died, after their beloved one have perishes . Suddenly i realised today, its been 4 years and im getting down and starting to hate myself . When I need you, I just close my eyes and there I can see you . Your love always live on forever ma, forever . I love you & I miss you more than anything in this world .

Love,

Your beloved daughter

The art of love

Flightless Bird

Secara tiba tiba rasa keinginan ingin menulis . Tp mcm tkda topic, hidup macam tu sahaja berterusan mcm air . Haha asal air ? Okay sepanjang kehidupan berada di uitm, banyak berubah . Kebelakangan hidup ni, jumpa roomate yang sangat gila gilaan dan teman teman lain . Part 2 sangat gembira, gembira, gembira . Tidak lupa juga saya jumpa raja yang sangat masam ♥

Apabila encik suhaimi berkata, huduh huduh . Kau nk drawing mcm syurga ke neraka ? Words of the year drauuwingg, got it ? Well everythings over, 9 may tibalah bapa saya di anggerik 2 dgn muka yang sangat gembira . Sepanjang 4 bulan hidup bersama rakan habis katam segala gossip girl from season 1 until season 3 . Aww chuck bass, shh . Sekarang saya kerja hanya menanam anggur dirumah, menunggu hari untuk bekerja lambat sungguh .

Xoxo, reihana

14th May 2010

The last time i updated was idk a few months ago i guess, sorry bout that . I just finished my 2nd sem and I had a very sweet memories . Few weeks ago, i had amazzzing fashion show and it was great . Here some pics of ugly reihana LOL ,

LOVEEE THE SHOESS ♥

Just a few pics, enjoy

xoxo

Fact

Single ? Is it a problem ? No and why . Well u knw when your in a relationship its like nothing in this world can simply discribe it . Well its been a long time since i felt that way, i don't miss that either . I just realised today tht its already 2010 so its like 1 year since those loving thinggy ended . My attitude its all turned out being ganas and mostly towards guys, this is some funny story in 2009. Theres a guy came from bota just sblh uitm je, he text me and called me some geli things and he end up kena maki tahap max dgn reihana nur. And the next day until today 15th jan 2010 he won't dare look at face at all,wht a pity man sorry . I dont make this thing as a funny story or something, it just being loyal its not enough. I face this in 2009 and damn what a stupid I am . You always had to tell yourself did he/her deserve you ? And do you deserve this ? . Think bout it & now i really want to meet a guy that can stand last forever (: *dalam mimpi*

What the fuck

A broken relationship is a crushing thing. It’s a tearing of the very fibre that makes us human. We loose ourselves in the process, we become a shadow of who we were and in most cases; we morph into another person. It’s an interesting thing. And I believe we all have gone through a broken relationship at least once in our lives.
I’ve had my share and the worse kind, is when they leave without telling you anything. They just stop talking to you and leaves you with silence. That’s the most painful of all. The hurt of a broken heart is compounded by the sense of rejection. Once you were the darling of the person, now you are an after thought.
For a long time, I battled depression. I am no longer ashamed to talk about it because I have come to accept it as a natural part of my personality. No point hiding behind a sense of false positivity when inside, you are miserable and down.
There are mornings I don’t feel like getting out of bed. There are days I don’t feel like talking to anyone. There are moments, I want to curl up on the floor and cry. Yet there are times, I want to hit out at people around me and make them understand how I am feeling.
I don’t need words of encouragement or pearls of wisdom. All that is needed is a gentle hug and you saying, “I am here for you.”
Depression brought about by a broken relationship is bad enough. Misplaced words by friends add salt into a gaping wound.
I am going through a period at this moment. I’m coping and it’s really complicated. I don’t need “words of wisdom”, instead I just need people to care and understand the view from my side of the fence

2010

Its been awile since i last updated my last blog . HAHA sorry bout tht, and today im off to uitm sri iskandar perak fr my registration day ;p Arious ppl

Satu ketika dahulu

Future, memories always in our mind
KAMI, always remain as friends . Some in uitm some in uniten some in piloting some in msu some in uniKL some in lim kok wing and some disappeared like a wind .
Holiday was the best day in our life, planning a gathering and share stories either wht hppnd in past or latest . Damn is so glad to meet up again
Some will say that no one can replace you guys, we’ve face our obstacle and life without them is sucks and I have felt that bfr
Meeting new mates was great, there’s good and also bad . But what happened just wait and see until next semester, watch out :P
Some say I am a lesbian, it is TOTALLY funny . Some say I didn’t ate, because I look skinny like a papan . HAHAHA I ate ALOTT
Problems, Friends always there . Cry cry cry, some worth it and some not
Here some memories to share, friends

* Names: pooh, schin chan, jepun, ju’on, elmo, sponge bob, piglet, sizuka, lidi, nigga, mudpie, gemok, cina and some i can’t rmmbr .
* After schl, our port sebelah mak cik goreng pisang NO ONE can sit tere
* Sometimes the old gerai was our fav eating nasi goring daging merah and ABC where i don’t knw yg mana 1 dah
* At schl we laugh and laugh and laughhhh
* Datin, once she become my enemy but then she become our fav
* Mcd is our place when duit tak kering :P
* Teacher Murthi , chemistry teacher I never undrsnd you
* Library where the place kami akan buat bising, and then mak cik tkda kening dtg haha
* Jusco Bukit Raja midnight movie
* Padang 4 where the place for main bola
* Friends, Ex class 5B
* There’s sometimes lepak dkt tasik saja saja
* And scooter azim was our fav
* Then mai and azim’s birthday, padang infront libaray
* Then reihana, aisyah and afhdal’s birthday, aisyah’s home
* Then eiqa and nabil’s birthday, our fav port
* And came hari raya, love it !
* Ohh tasik near eiqa’s hse
* Hari raya, I and diddy jatuh frm azim’s scooter damn is pain
* Andd our prom night, I attend it wth my friends
* And lastly new year 2009’

Gelak seketika

Kamal gave me this pic

And diam sebentar

*Kamal kelakar lh*

Haha later nk pic lagi budak punya

*wink*

Great senior's

Alhamdullilah,*senyum kambing*

HAHA , gembira

Haha, it was a very very fun day :')

Reality

Satu fakta, dua penipuan yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang kenapa mengeluh?
dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi mulut orang perosak reputasi,
pembunuh motivasi mereka pakar fabrikasi,
modifikasi di depan senyum,
belakang dengki yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri siapa tahu?
peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama ketawa bersama, menangis bersama kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama ke akhirnya

Raya

Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir dan batin (:

Cerita ini

Ohh hujan, bintang, matahari
aku ini duduk disini keseorangan

meratapi kerinduan disana

kenangan indah disana

alangkah indahnya bulan disana

*senyum*

ayah mummy aku mau peluk kamu

rindu rindu rindu

berkali aku bilang usah bilang kamu mencintaiku

aku sama skali tidak akan percaya

hidup ini mummy kata iman kata kena sentiasa ceria

oleh itu aku kn ceria selalu

lawak nangis sentiasa menjadi lumrah hidupku

perlukah aku menyebut satu satu apa yg ku rasakan

sedih

tidak tidak perlu gembira

Saya bersuara

Ini reihana yg berkata. Ini aku mau bilang, cinta itu buta. Kadang-kadang apa yg anda tidak sangka kan akan terjadi. Kamu percaya pada seseorang, tapi dia mempermainkan hati kamu, apa yg kamu rasakan ? Perit sakit hinga menusuk hati seseorang yg bernama perempuan yg tidak bersalah . Kamu menipu, lari dari jejaka jejaka yg ingin mengenalimu . Tidak, kamu tidak boleh kamu percayakannya. Walaupun kamu ada rasa sedikit hati kamu ingin mengenali jejaka lain tapi hati itu menolak pergi. Tetapi satu hari ini, aku sedar . Adakah dia mempermainkan aku ? Aku mencintainya sepenuh hatiku tetapi mengapa apa yg aku lihat di persekitaranku lain . *senyap*
Aku tidak pasti ingin mempercayainya atau tidak, orang kata jika seseorang itu mencintai orang yg lagi satu pasti dia menujuk kepada kamu bukan menyakitkan hati kamu. Hati aku menjadi sakit pedih dan akhirnya sudah menjadi keras seperti batu. Betul betul apa yg rakan rakan ku bilang, terima kasih rakan rakan :’) Saya sangat menyayangi kamu rakan rakan . Jadi inilah cerita cinta yang sering berlaku, dan berlaku kepada aku terima hakikat dan pergi . Jangan mudah mempercayai seseorang walaupun kamu sgt menyayanginya .